Harlock Wheel

Still figuring it out

The LJ android app, I mean. It feels a bit strange posting here. Like a giant echo chamber but that has people standing around the edges of the walls. I suppose that every social media platform has its nadir but i don't think LJ is there yet. Maybe it's on life support and doesn't know it.

Well, maybe I'll write something else tomorrow, something with substance. Goodnight.

Harlock Wheel

Jacob's Ladder


Looking back over the last week, I'd say I'm starting on my way back to normality. Getting such a wallop of depression like that was a hammer blow.

 

So, for those who don't know: I was playing Katawa Shoujo and got depressed as a result of being put through the ringer again and again. I stopped playing after I got halfway through. I just couldn't go on. But after walking around like a zombie, I realised that if I didn't go back and finish it, it would haunt me till I did. So, I played the game for 9 hours straight and when I was done, I explained my accomplishment to the nearest person and then fell apart.

 

Literally.

 

Completely.

 

And so, I decided to take time out from everything and everyone who wasn't inside the house where I live. Only for a short while, mind you.

 

So, like the song it's a matter of step by step, rung by rung, higher and higher.

 

I'll update next week when I've more to report. Ja-ne!

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